May 16, 2016

Love, Desire, Hurt and Promise











The Scientist




Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry 
You don't know how lovely you are 

I had to find you 

Tell you I need you 
Tell you I set you apart 

Tell me your secrets 

And ask me you questions 
Oh let's go back to the start 

Running in circles 

Coming in tales 
Heads are a science apart 

Nobody said it was easy 

It's such a shame for us to part 
Nobody said it was easy 
No one ever said it would be this hard 

Oh take me back to the start 
I was just guessing 

At numbers and figures 
Pulling your puzzles apart 

Questions of science 

Science and progress 
Do not speak as loud as my heart 

Tell me you love me 

Come back and haunt me 
Oh and I rush to the start 

Running in circles 

Chasing tails 
And coming back as we are 

Nobody said it was easy 

Oh it's such a shame for us to part 
Nobody said it was easy 
No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start




May 11, 2016

New me

Dipenghujung tahun 2014 aku pensiun.
Berat terasa ... pasti !!!

Tanpa tabungan yang memadai, ku jalani hari-hari dengan menghadiri majlis-majlis ilmu. Setelah sekian waktu berlalu, manfaat dari menuntut ilmu itu membuahkan hasil...alhamdulillah.

Apa hasilnya?
Aku mulai mengenakan pakaian muslimah
Aku mulai menerima keadaan dengan lapang dada
Aku mulai rajin beribadah yang wajib
Aku mulai tak mau henti menuntut ilmu
begitulah...

Aku kini berbeda dengan aku yang dulu
Buku telah berganti sampulnya
Pintu telah tertutup




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